Chadwick (chadscam) wrote,

This Noving Crap is Getting Old... and I HATE Being Alone!

I'm starting to dislike moving. I have YET AGAIN moved to another location. I am now in Silicon Valley - Santa Clara Area. My family, for some reason, thought I was seriously going to go to L.A. to meet up with a guy I had onlinetalked to online for a few days. I mean get real. I was desperate to get out of the place I was staying (with family) for the mere fact I want to get out on my own, and when I told them about it, they like overreacted A LOT and was going to force me to go back to Kentucky. Hell no!

I didn't know what to do so I decided to move in with a friend and pay rent as to go back to where i came from. This move is the 5th one in the past year. Anymore I dont know if I should even unpack you know?

Anyways, I am safe now and I am out on my own. Right now I believe the only thing I have going for me is a few prayers and a lot of hope. I don't know what to do in my life now but I'm sure I will survive. Hell, I've made it this far... why would this little hurdle stand in my way?

I hate being alone. I believe I have found someone that loves me as much as I love him. He is a wonderful person and I hope that I wont mess this one up. If he is reading he knows who he is but I would just like him to know that he is very special to me and I would hope to have the honour of having him as the ONE which I can love...
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